Life has given itself a new meaning.
I write now to show the healing of wounds of long ago.

Through pain and suffering comes the light.
It was dark and loneliness drenched my world.
Light didn't exist, people thought it was there.
But it wasn't. It was covered by a mask of complexity.
She hid her face to cover her mixed emotions of darken hatred.
There was no positive, only negative.
A life of a pessimist who lived life too realistically, too conformed,
but wandered through fantasy, a fantasy that would never come true.

Then, the waves of sounds washed through her.
Sounds of darkness and passion with a sense of unknown, unseen happiness
Mesmerized, she walked out of barrier of her lost mind and heart
The light blinded her and she transformed into the person you see before you
A girl enlightened by the sounds all around her.
Happy, content, free
Becoming the wind she wanted
gentle, yet fierce
ready to take on the challenges ahead of her
Daring to dream for once in her life, she'll live the life she wants
One day, she will make her dream come true
With the words echoing around her for the time to come,
"Things are shaping up to be pretty odd.....Things have changed for me."
-Ryan Ross (Panic at the Disco)

Now that you are a year older. Make good choices and have fun making them as you make your way through life. Never forget the people who support and love you. They will always be at you side when you need them the most. Life is hard, but it is sweet! Live the life you want and never hold anything back. I hope your life leads you to many places of wonder and excitement. Forget what happened in the past year when you were a year younger and focus on the present and the future. That's were the fun is. Now, make a wish............... and POOF! I hope it will come true. Happy Birthday, Kianna!!! You are a dear friend and a fun girl to talk to. Always be yourself and never be afraid of it. :) Forever in my heart as my first Buzznet friend!!!!

-Sakuraisinpanic (Patty)