Things Have Changed For Me

It's a poem I wrote about how Panic changed my life. It's not that good i just wanted to lay it out there. It was dedicated to my friends here, so I hope you guys like it.

Life has given itself a new meaning.
I write now to show the healing of wounds of long ago.

Through pain and suffering comes the light.
It was dark and loneliness drenched my world.
Light didn't exist, people thought it was there.
But it wasn't. It was covered by a mask of complexity.
She hid her face to cover her mixed emotions of darken hatred.
There was no positive, only negative.
A life of a pessimist who lived life too realistically, too conformed,
but wandered through fantasy, a fantasy that would never come true.

Then, the waves of sounds washed through her.
Sounds of darkness and passion with a sense of unknown, unseen happiness
Mesmerized, she walked out of barrier of her lost mind and heart
The light blinded her and she transformed into the person you see before you
A girl enlightened by the sounds all around her.
Happy, content, free
Becoming the wind she wanted
gentle, yet fierce
ready to take on the challenges ahead of her
Daring to dream for once in her life, she'll live the life she wants
One day, she will make her dream come true
With the words echoing around her for the time to come,
"Things are shaping up to be pretty odd.....Things have changed for me."
-Ryan Ross (Panic at the Disco)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GIRL!!!!

Now that you are a year older. Make good choices and have fun making them as you make your way through life. Never forget the people who support and love you. They will always be at you side when you need them the most. Life is hard, but it is sweet! Live the life you want and never hold anything back. I hope your life leads you to many places of wonder and excitement. Forget what happened in the past year when you were a year younger and focus on the present and the future. That's were the fun is. Now, make a wish............... and POOF! I hope it will come true. Happy Birthday, Kianna!!! You are a dear friend and a fun girl to talk to. Always be yourself and never be afraid of it. :) Forever in my heart as my first Buzznet friend!!!!

-Sakuraisinpanic (Patty)

 

Hey everyone this is sakuraisinpanic and I gonna say something. If you just keep on adding tons and tons of friends who you know you probably aren't going to talk to you. Don't add them. Okay, the reason i'm writing this journal is because I was randomly was looking through journals of some people who requested to add me and I saw this one girl who wrote a journal saying how she had like 747 or something friends and none of them talk to her. I was like dude come on if you don't talk to them how are they going to talk to you so I told her that in a comment. I know, i know i was kinda being kinda blunt, because that's how i am. I didn't mean to be offensive by saying that but hey I was stating truth. I mean there are so many people on buzznet who just randomly add people to get more friends i mean come on. In truth, i am picky about my friends on buzznet because I don't know in person or they are one of those kind of people who has like 7484709038 friends. It's like a bad popularity streak where people know you but they don't know you. That's not popularity. But anyway, the girl blocked me and I was like wow you're kinda stupid for doing that because when I said that comment I had repect for the girl, now I have none for her. She couldn't handle the truth and that's just wrong. I hate people like that. I will not name the person who did this but if you are reading this. Chillax! I didn't mean to be offensive I was just being blunt and giving advice to make more people talk to you! Anyway, done ranting. Sakuraisinpanic signing out!  

OMG I MET PATD LAST NIGHT AND OMG IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG IT WAS LIKE AN HOUR AFTER THE SHOW AND I RANDOMLY FOUND PANIC AND I ASKED FOR THEIR AUTOGRAPHS AND EVERYTHING OMG O YEAH THIS WAS IN WASHINGTON DC. IT WAS AWESOME. I TOOK PICTURES OF THEM BUT NOT WITH THEM BECAUSE ZACK WOULDN'T LET ME BUT MY FRIENDS MEAGHAN AND KARINA WERE PSYCHED AS I WAS! YAY! I WILL PUT OF PICTURES OF THEM LATER!!!!

BY GLENN GAMBOA | glenn.gamboa@newsday.com

April 27, 2008

AND SAKURAISINPANIC IS TOTALLY GOING!!!! I AM OFFICALLY GOING TO HAVE SUCH A BLAST!!!!! YAY GOOD MUSIC AND I HOPE I GET TO MEET THEM!!! ACUTALLY THAT WOULD BE AWESOME WITH MORE CAPITAL LETTERS!!!!! YAY!!!! HAPPINESS IS OVER FLOWING!!!!!!!! LMAO XD HAHAHAHAHA I MUST TOTALLY SOUND LIKE A TEENIES BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I WRITE CORRECTLY AND I ACTUALLY USE THE LETTERS AND YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SAYING BUT MAN I AM SO HYPED UP ON PANIC AT THE DISCO MUSIC and sugar BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER SINCE I AM GOING TO HAVE SO MUCH FUN!!! OMG!!! FUNNESS!!! I SOUND LIKE A LITTLE KID BUT...... I DON'T CARE!!!! YAY YAY YAY!!!! THANK YOU PANIC AT THE DISCO FOR GOING TO WASHINGTON DC BUT REMEMBER TO ACTUALLY GO TO VIRGINIA!!!! PEOPLE ALWAYS FORGET VIRGINIA! I LIVE THERE EVEN THOUGH I LIKE LIVE 30 MIUNTES FROM DC BUT YEAH!!! ANYWAY, I AM FINISHED WITH MY SCARY HYPER RANTING. Sakuraisinpanic signing out. Peace!! haha ghetto-ness, i'm such a teenager :p

Hello, everybody!! This is Sakuraisinpanic with Panic at the Disco's new CD, Pretty. Odd. Now, this Cd came out, as all the fans know, last month on March 25th. Now, with the band's exclamation point-missing name and new style, I must say that the CD is not all that bad. The light Pretty.Odd. CD compliments well to the dark "Fever..." CD. However, in the concerts, I really wished Panic's kept their dark songs dark and their light songs light because giving "I Write Sins, Not Tragedies" a lighter tone doesn't fit to the music's lyrics and dark intensity of the Panic's first album. Whoops, I got off the subject there, but now my review of the Pretty. Odd. CD. The CD is a very happy CD with light tones of classical rock compared to their dark tones of synthetic sex-driven beats from before. It gives people a happier feeling with the slower pace of music. Some of the songs were good, some were sorta kinda, and few were bad. Anyway let's start.....

"We're So Starving"

Now, I know it is only an introduction, but I need to mention something. For the line, "You don't have to worry, we're still the same band," Sorry guys, but you kinda lied there. Your current album is very, very, very different from your previous album, but we know you still have the same Panic personalities without the Victorian style outfits and make-up. We'll miss it, but change is good.

"Nine in the Afternoon"

This song had a good transition from the introduction. I have absolutely no clue what the songs means sometimes, but it sounds great. Panic really has slown things down and it is obvious that there was a lot of classical rock influence. There is not a lot I can say on this song because it's so popular that I can't put anything on it.   

"She's a Handsome Woman"    

Okay, now I just think that this is just a bit wierd. I think that the part in the beginnig where there sing a long 'oh' was completely unnessasary, actually everytime they do that, I think it just sounds stupid. I sounds like a stupid filler.  The title was stupid enough, but man, this song was just "pretty odd."

"Do You Know What I'm Seeing?"

From hearing the alternative version of this song, Panic did a good job with this song. It sounds very nice and it's very calm. I like the sound of the violins in the back. It gives me am image of a beach everytime. Also, I feel some insecurity in this song's lyrics and I liked it, but it still kept a light tone to it without going dark.

"That Green Gentleman"

This is a good song. Actually, it's one of my favorites. It's peppy and up there. It has a strong beat and I love how the guitar sounds in this song. This time when the band sings together, it actually sounds really good. This songs screams, "BEATLES INFLUENCE," but in a good way. The song expresses how these guys guys are grateful for what has happened to them.

"I Have Friends in Holy Spaces"

This song is kinda wierd. It's like hearing Panic music from an oldie radio or from a record player. It's kinda annoying with the ucalei sound in the background but the fuzz from the oldie radio kinda just kills me off. It's pretty short actually.

"Northern Downpour"

This song starts are very quiet, then gets into Ryan's guitar playing, then to Brendon singing sweetly. This song is very, very light. It sounds like a love songs. It starts out slow, but then it goes up into a medium tempo. I just realized this, but in this CD, you can actually hear Ryan's voice. He even sings a small verse in this song. I like this one.

 "When the Day Met the Night"

This song is really good. It's a nice little love song. It's starts out a little slow and quiet, then BOOM it gets a little faster and louder. O yeah, I think they say "summer" too much in hear, but the song is very good. The lyrics are pretty sweet and adorable. The guitar in the beginning and the end of this song sound really really cool, too.  Hhhhhhhhmmmmm....I wonder where Ryan got inspiration from this song? (note scarcasm)

"Pas de Cheval"

Wired name, but sounds good. The lyrics are kind of weird. That's seriously all I can say about this song, but it reminds me of the Old West.

"The Piano Knows Something I Don't Know"

This is just...yep there is no good word to describe this song. It's nice and all but it's just too quiet and it's just not enough singing. It's all wierd. The lyrics are all just everywhere. My eyes are going @_@ from this song. This song is just something else. It's just not up to parr with the other songs.

"Behind the Sea"

They F**ked this song up badly from the alternative song from earlier. I liked the song without the extra stuff in it and it gave Ryan's song more simpilicity. The alternative version gave the song more feeling and passion into it, but the song as it is now, I can't feel the emotion from Ryan because it's too clouded by the extra stuff in the music. These guys should have just kept it simple.

"Folkin' Around"

Howdy, y'all. Wow, these guys went from rock band to country-singing hillbillies in 5 seconds. This songs is kinda unorthodox, but whatever floats Panic's boat. It has a fast beat and it's okay, but I do like the violin. This song I would porabably only give it 2 starts out of 5. It's just too out of style from the other songs.

"She had the World"

This song is not that good as it could have been. The old-style piano in the background sounds kinda corny. Actually, this sounds like computer game background music. Sorry guys, but this song needs more of a pep into it.

"From a Mountain in the Middle of the Cabins"

I don't like the song. period.

"Mad as Rabbits"

I like how the song starts out. I sounds good and Ryan's voice sounds good in this song. Yep and the guitar sounds good too. When it gets to the chorus, it sound like they're getting off tune, but they aren't and I thought that was pretty cool.

That's the end of my review. Sorry, if some of them were kinda mean, but that's how I feel about the CD. I love this CD, but just a few songs are just so-so. Please don't take any offense to this becuase I'm only a Panic at the Disco fan. I don't control their music and I don't chose how they make their songs. I just talk about them. O yeah, sorry if some of the reviews weren't up to your expectations, but it's late here on the East Coast of America. It's like 2:17AM here. But anyway, Thank you for joining me, Sakuraisinpanic, in my review of Pretty.Odd. and I hope y'all listen to it becuase it really is a good CD.   

YAY!!!! I'm back from China!!!! I was gone for about a week. It was a school trip kind of thing and my group was joined together with a group of California people. It was awesome. I had way too much fun for my own good but yes it was awesome... This journal= short b/c of jet lag.. yeah bye bye.

I didn't know you well, but I remember you fondly. I meet on a trip to Australia, New Zealand, and Fiji. You were a part of my delegation that would lead us into a world and culture unknown to us. You were nice to me though you barely knew me and in return, I was nice to you. I really wish I got to know you more now that you're gone. I wish for so many things that would have happened. I wish we were good friends and not just traveling buddies in the same delegation. I wish we kept a little bit more in touch. You were a mystery. I didn't know you as well as the others, but you sensed my sadness when I was downa and you cheered me up. To you, I am grateful. I will miss you and though I barely knew you, I love you. I love you with all my heart. I wished you didn't die so young. You had such a great life ahead of you. Our delegation will miss you and I regret I cannot go to your funeral, so I am writing this journal so everyone will know what a great person you were. You were a cheerful girl with big smile always planted on your face. I hope you watch over me and our delegation and you family becuase we will all miss you. REST IN PEACE, TAYLOR!!!!! I'LL LIVE A LIFE FOR YOU!!!

Sherce, Taylor, Debbie, and Sydnie (buddies on my travel trip)

Teenieboppers!!!! or the girls who think they can actually have something with these guys. I mean, Panic at the Disco and Fall Out Boy guys.....seriously. I bet you guys are wondering what the hell am i ranting for, but I just got really annoyed today and I still dont' get how people can acutally fall in love with these guys without really knowing who they are. I mean, to actually love someone, you have to know that person, not just their lyrics and voice and skills, but the real person, the real person, the one you never see on TV. The ones who have feelings and have families and such.

Today, after school, my friend, justine, called me and started talking about there was a Panic at the Disco concert nearby on the Apr. 30th and i told her i already had tickets and she raised hell on me (pardon my language) saying why didn't i invite her and crap and how she wanted to meet brendon, ryan, and pete (she heard from someone he is with them on their tour) and how they were hers and that she should be the only person who should like them. Well, when I told her I was one of their fans, OMG I have never in my life had a crazy-ass (sorry language)  fangirl bitch me out. It was like WWWWWWWHHHHHHHHOOOOAAAA. O and then she went on about how they were so hott and how she wanted to get into their pants and how she "totally fell in love" with them and how their girlfriends were sluts. It was ssssssssssooooooooooooo annoying and i really wanted to kill her. So, i ended up bitching back saying how that wasn't love and you only like them for their looks and she didn't even fucking know these people and she judges them from what they do (o i am talking about the gfs) and how they look. 

SHE WAS SO FUCKING SUPERFICIAL!!!!!!  GOD, I AM STILL SO PISSED AT HER. She doesn't even know what love is, unlike me, and just to tell you guys loving someone hurts like a mother giving birth. yes, it hurts that much, but i still don't get how people just love these guys without knowing them and i mean "real love" wise. It's okay to love their music becuase hey, i prefer music over looks any day, but i hate people who say they love these guys because they are so hott and OMG I HATE WHEN PEOPLE SAY IN RANDOM CONVERSATION "OMG HE'S MINE BITCH" and omg I really hate over, over, over obsessive people b/c they down right get on ur nerves.

Anyway, sorry for my language but i really needed to blow off some steam. Anyway, if people want to know what real love feels like, go and talk to the person closest to you, someone who you cry with, laugh with, and have fun with in a nonsexual way, that's real love, not in a gay way, but love is something people have for each other within friendships, families, and relationships. And the truth is, love in a relationship hurts a lot more than people can imagine and i have experienced that first hand but people love someone you know and who knows you like no other wether it be in your family or friend group. The happiness you feel when you are with these is love and people should not get that mixed up with lust, which is only just a superficial cover for love and is nothing compared to love.

WE'RE SO STARVING
Oh how it's been so long,
We're so sorry we've been gone
We were busy writing songs for you.

You don't have to worry, cause we're still the same band.
You don't have to worry, you don't.


NINE IN THE AFTERNOON
Back to the street where we began
Feeling as good as lovers can you know,
yea we're feeling so good.
Picking up things we shouldn't read
It looks like the end of history as we know,
It's just the end of the world.

Back to the street where we began
Feeling as good as love you could you can

Into a place where thoughts can bloom
Into a room where it's nine in the afternoon
And we know that it could be
And we know that it should
And you know that you feel it too.

Cause it's nine in the afternoon
And your eyes are the size of the moon
You could cause you can, so you do.
We're feeling so good, just the way that we do
When it's nine in the afternoon.

Back to the street down to our feet,
losing the feeling of feeling unique.
Do you know what I mean?
Back to the place where we used to say,
Man it feels good to feel this way.
Now I know what I mean.

Back to the street, back to the place,
Back to the room where it all began.


SHE'S A HANDSOME WOMAN
Innocence.
Sunk the glow and drowned in covers,
send for all your absent lovers things.

Sheepish Wolves.
Looking lived in eating buttons,
Wink, just don't put your teeth on me.

Accidents.
Let the evening in the backdoor,
filled the room ceiling to the floor.

Beat backbones.
Grazed the poem and made it strange,
I wasn't born to be a skeleton.

Go on,
grab your hat and fetch a camera.
Go on, film the world before it happens.

Jealous orchard.
The sky is falling off the ceiling
while I'm tucking fibs into a cookie jar.

Bombed reverie.
It's useless searching in the cupboards
when everything you have is on your back.


THAT GREEN GENTELMAN
Things are shaping up to be pretty odd.
Little deaths in musical beds.
So it seems I'm someone I've never met.

You will only hear these elegant crimes,
Fall on your ears from criminal dimes.
They spill unfound from a pretty mouth.

everybody gets there and everybody gets their way.
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her,
Now I'm the only one to blame.

Things have changed for me, and that's okay.
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say.

I want to go where everyone goes,
I want to know what everyone knows
I want to go where everyone feels the same

I never said I'd leave the city,
I never said I'd leave this town.
A falling out we won't tiptoe about.


MAD AS RABBITS
Come save me from walking off a windowsill
or I'll sleep in the rain.
Don't you remember when I was a bird
and you were a map?
Now he drags down miles in America
briefcase in hand.
The stove is creeping up his spine again,
can't get enough trash.

He took the days for pageant
Became as mad as rabbits
With bushels of bad habits
Who could ask for anymore?
Yea who could have more.

His arms were the branches of a Christmas tree
preached the devil in the belfry.
He checked in
to learn his clothes had been thieved at the train station.
Rope hung his other branch
and at the end was a dog called bambi
Who was chewing on his parliaments
when he tried to save the calendar business.

The poor son of a humble chimney sweep
fell to a cheap crowd
So stay asleep and put on that cursive type
you know we live in a toy.
Paul Cates bought himself a trumpet from the salvation army
But there ain't no sunshine in his song
We must reinvent love.

Hello, everyone! This is Sakurainpanic writing my thoughts of the new music of our beloved Panic at the Disco. So, everyone knows Pretty. Odd. is their new CD coming out on March 25th. Well, since our boys are in Europe touring around, they played songs from their new CD!! Is that awesome or is that AWESOME???!!!! Anyway, let's take a look. I will be given some criticisms about it and my thoughts about it. The 3 new songs that were played were "That Green Gentleman," "Mad as Rabbits," and "She's a Handsome Woman." These guys have a new sound and I think it is pretty awesome and it sounds pretty good to me, but a tiny bit slow for me. These guys have come from their fast pace synthesized beats to a Beatles-like sound. It is obvious in their new songs that there was a lot of Beatles influence. Anyway, let's get started.

"That Green Gentleman"

It starts out well with Ryan Ross on a electric guitar. It give a semi-slow beat and they have started to sing together. I actually think it is pretty awesome. It is a song for relaxation and fun, but I would not play this at an upbeat party or a dance. The guitar was sounded really awesome and you can tell that Brendon's voice has matured a bit since the last album. That really have slowed things down. I found pretty cool when they started to sing together. So, everybody watch out for this song when it comes out on radio and/or CD.

"Mad as Rabbits"

The title kind of turns me off and makes the song sound stupid. No offense, but it is apparent that the Beatles influenced this song alot. To many of the fans surprise, Ryan Ross, our favorite lead guitarist, is actually singing in full verses this song. I bet that made A LOT of fans happy. His voice is a bit deeper than Brendon's, but it has a nature sound to it. It sounds like his voice. DUH! I bet everyone would like to know WHAT HAPPENED TO OUR SHY RYAN? Well, I think that while writing these songs, he must have been inspired to sing as well. He was the former lead singer before Brendon Urie, even before Panic at the Disco became famous. All in all, this song is not that bad actually! It has some wierd lyrics and when you hear them, you'll understand why it is called "Mad as Rabbits."

"She's a Handsome Woman"

This song starts out with a little halloween-like guitar solo, then it starts to lightened up into a kind of fru-fru kind of melody. It sounds okay, but I prefer "That Green Gentleman" and "Mad as Rabbits" over this song. I think it sounds like elevator music with the piano booming in the background. It has a very mellow feel to it even with the creepy-like playing of  Ryan's guitar in the background.

Okay, that is all for my review on these 3 new songs of our Panic at the Disco. I will probably write more of these kind of things when people start putting up new songs. I also actually heard the songs, so I am not Maxim. I was listening to these songs as I was writing this little review. In all seriousness, these guys have toned down. So, to all who do not like the change, just listen to the songs more and you will get used to it. The truth is when I first heard these songs, I thought they didn't sound good because I didn't like their change as much. After listening to the songs more, I started to like them and now I absolutely love them. So, to listen to this CD, keep your ears and mind wide open, so you can enjoy the change as I have. Also, thank the people, dead and alive, for giving our guys new inspiration for their songs. That's means their girlfriends must have inspired them in some way as well. So, thank them as well. This is Sakuraisinpanic, signing off.

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I know people know of Panic at the Disco's new style and love, but I am having problems just getting used to it. I'm starting to get a little depressed. I loved their style and their songs because it was cool and had a fast-pace (i mean the music for the "fast-pace") Looking at their new pictures and listening to their old songs makes me wish that they didn't decide to change. I think they actually are looking pretty good, but with "Nine in the Afternoon" I feel like I am never gonna get that feeling when I hear their songs again. When I hear their songs, I get excited and start moving to the best, but for their new song, it was a little too slow. I made me feel sad that I couldn't dance to their songs like I used to. Then, I started to wonder if I am gonna be able to enjoy the concert they are having in DC on April 30th. Will they play their old songs? Will they give me the same feeling I had from their first album? I have been their fan since the beginning, but I feel like I have lost my touch with them because I always seemed to sort of understand their lyrics and their music videos. I know I am probably acting like a little kid complaining about this, but I really need to say something or I might blow up. If I could ask them why, I would, but that does not seem like my place. I'm the kind of person who hates change, but knows it is needed.I do not know what to do now. The only thing I know is that I need help getting used to it. It's really hard. I love these guys. No, not like "I want to them father my children" way, but the way everyone loves their favorite bands. They love their music the most and not their looks. I guess, I will have to find out when the next album comes out. I just hope they at least have a couple of faster songs.

Okay, I haven't been talking about a lot but I feel like crap right now becuase of what happened last weekend. I haven't had the time to post this becuase of my lockdown. Lockdown means I cannot do anything with the exception of school. I told my mom I got an F on a chemistry test and this is in an upper level chemistry class. SO, my mom flipped out and this was before i had to go to a party. So, she went up to my room and took out EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING meaning my books aka my manga, comic books, and fiction novels. So, everything that made my room colorful is gone. I have no books on my bookshelf with the exception of boring school books. MY ROOM IS LIKE WHITE-WASHED. (not a racist remark) I hate this. After that, my mom and I started to scream the hell out of each other and I told her how she puts too much pressure on me everyday and that her "encouragement" was degrading and after her "encouragement," I felt like hurting myself physically. It was bad. I still can't even look my mom in the eye, but I'm starting to hate her becuase she never realizes how I actually try so hard everyday. She never gets it. She never understands me and everytime she tries, she ends up yelling at me for something I like. So, I am happy i can at least get on to buzznet during school hours. I just really wish my mom could understand what i am going thorugh right now, but the only thing she thinks about is my grades. I doesn't matter to her about everything else, it's just my grades.

 

Man, I swear teachers must unite to plan their lesson plans because i just had 3 HARD tests yesterday. Yes, it was that bad and annoying. I had an AP Euro. history test, HN chmistry test, and an HN Span. 3 test. IT WAS UNBEARABLE!!!! I mean, three hard tests in a day and the night before I did not get enough sleep because I was up studying. God, I wish teachers knew what we have to go through everyday. Drama in highschool + grades+ nagging parents = STRESS!!!!!!! I am so stressed out today. Now, I have another spanish test, a hard-ass vocab test, and and HN american history test. I am gonna die. I lost my fuel for studying.

I WANT A WEEKEND!!!!!!!

o yeah, i know i complain too much, but i can't help it.

Happy Single Awareness Day!!! or Happy Valentine's Day to all who have a boyfriend/girlfriend!

Well, anyway, I got the creepiest valentine today and it wasn't even funny. It was like stalking. Okay, when I was at my 6th period drama class, there were people in there doing stuff for the drama club's annual character valentines. (Character valentines is when people dress up in whatever they want like cupid, a fortuneteller, etc. and hand out valentines to people during lunch. People have to buy these valentines, but they are so worth it. It's kinda funny seeing people get so embarassed.) Anyway, when we were about to start class, one of the characters came up to me IN CLASS WITH ABOUT 20 OTHER PEOPLE and gave my a bouquet of roses in a vase and a silver bag. Now, I was sitting my to my friend, Meghan and we were like OOOOOOO. So, I took out a scroll from the bag. In the scroll, it told me of how this guy loved me and how much words cannot tell how he feels for me. I got so creeped out because it still had no clue who sent it. At the bottom of the page, I found out is was from SHANE!!!! He is this guy who I went to elementary and middle school with and he had this major crush on me. Personallly, I thought he was really creepy. He's the jealous type with a bad temper back then. So, anyway, I haven't seen this guy since my 8th grade graduation with the exception of one night for like 30 minutes on the night of the opening of the play in the fall. When he saw me with my friends, I remember he kept on glaring at everybody around me and when someone asked if he was my boyfriend, he was all like YES!!! and me "no no no ...." It was wierd. Anyway, back to the present, he gave me 14 karot diamond earrings and yes, they were the real thing. THEY WERE REAL!!! It was so creepy because he planned for me to get it in drama class and no one else knows I am in a drama class outside of school. I was so freaked I thought he was stalking me. Anyway, I'm still on the look out but, I am returning the earring becuase this is over the top. But I am keeping the flowers becuase that's the only thing I feel I deserve. I know some of you thought, oh yeah that's sooo romantic, but no, it wasn't. To have a real and good relationship, you have to know the person you are with and Shane doesn't know me anymore. We weren't not even friends back then and not now either. Thanxs for reading my overlydramatic story. I hate to say this but life is way too dramatic for my taste. O well, at least, it makes it interesting

 

 

       

Hello, everybody! This is Sakura from Buzznet live! Today, we will question the scene's new and "hot" fashion sense. Now, today, I will state my opinion of the fact that they look like clowns on crack with a touch of Britney Spears on meds. Anyway, let's get this started. Today, I have with me the Magic Mirror from Snow White. He is known for naming the fairest in the land and famous when it comes to beauty and style. He will help me judge the scene's new sense of fashion or whatever they think is a fashion sense.

Now, let's start with audrey whats-her-name. Well, I guess her name isn't important enough to be on a cue card.

Now, Magic Mirror, what do you say about this "oh-so-lovely" picture?

Magic Mirror: WHOA!! Well, I have a lot to say on this matter. Let's see. Hair... too loud. No one wears should ever dye their hair pink with the exception of streaks and tips. In all ways, it makes her look like a dime store hooker. Eeeewwww! Is that white tips? MMMMMOOOOOOOOOO! Make-up....to much. I guess, she wants to hide her ugly self.

HAHAHA, Magic Mirror, how funny! From what you see, what is the chance of this person having a good fashion sense and how much would she break a mirror?

Magic Mirror: Oh, I would give her about a 5% and her chances of breaking a mirror must be always. I hope she stays away from my wife. I think she'll want to kill herself over this one. I better send word out to all the other mirrors in her town to stay away from her for thier own good.

Oh, good one, Magic Mirror. Now, on to our next person, hannabell or dumbell or is it dumbass. Damn, they did a real good job in messing up this cue cards. Jolly good show, old chaps! (waving to the people behind the cameras)

Now, Magic Mirror, what do you say about her?

Magic Mirror: OMG!!!!! What is she wearing? Nothing. Wow, that doesn't surprise me. She looks like the other one. Today, for a fashion sense, you have to have something on. She obvious doesn't have one since she has nothing on. She reminds me of a softcore porn star. I find this picture extremely humorous. She's wearing jewlery, while she's in the bath! Wow, how fucking stupid. That's all I have on this one.

Okay then, from what you see, what is the chances of her having a good fashion sense and how much would she break a mirror?

Magic Mirror: Well, I give her a 0% becuase she looks like a skank. I hope my children won't be subjected to this horror.

Okay, now, here's our last person, jeffreenoheart!

 

Magic Mirror: HOLY SHIT! Whoops, sorry for cursing everyone, but OMG! That's a guy, right?

Well, technically, I don't know to me the he-she looks like a total dumbass with no life and no sense of make-up.

Magic Mirror: Well, I must agree with you on that. Let's see. Pink hair again! How annoying! Let's see....make-up...way too much. This he-she looks like a drag queen, a real ugly and bad drag queen. AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!! I can't stand this MY MIRROR IS ABOUT TO CRACK! I've seen many things and this is the worst! CALL ME AN AMBULANCE!! 

Go to commerical!!!!!!

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Sorry, everyone for that. Mr. Magic Mirror has been taken to the hospital for surgery, so let's hope he is okay. Well, anyway, this proves that the scene has no sense of fashion. "Shocker there."  I will see you next time on buzznet live! See ya!